“The martinis whisper come on over,
but it’ll be over before its even begun
cuz in my life, theres only room for one,
we think we can play without jealously or love
but thats a foolish game,
the streets are flooded with blood of those
who fell into this before we came,
and its a shame we cant just fall in love,
cuz givin up this drug is my rehab,
and it makes me laugh more then it makes me sad,
cuz its comedy to think I can love what I never had,
I gotta laugh for being this wise
and fallin in love with loves disguise..
Anything less then me writing this is a lie,
cuz even as I sit here I want that temporary high,
so Ill just close my eyes, and pretend I dont feel the pain,
so I can fall in love with the ride…then leave the way I came.
Good to know its all a game, God knows someday I’ll change,
cuz Ive got a deeper love then these words could give you.
So I look into the mirror and tell myself I forgive you,
if its all love, then that’s all in me,
who says I can’t be free…..

–Freewriting…

Amy Houck